Blue funk. Does anyone know where that expression came from? I just know how I feel. Not motivated, not very sociable, somewhat irritable, not patient, sit n stare, stop. I got it! Now, Penelope Jane (one of my numerous names) snap out of it! I don't like how I feel, cant stand it actually. So I have to change. I have to reevaluate me. Am I feeding me all the "good stuff" that actually makes me feel good and happy? I'm struggling to keep focused in my prayers and scripture study. That's part of the problem. I had to get rid of an app on my phone because that was my "go to", for a laugh. I was spending way too much time in the day. Wasting is the word, not spending. And if you're wasting that much time, that's time you're not feeding the spirit. The spirit or the connection to spiritual things that I feel is my joy and happiness. My plan, now that I've figured it out, is to increase feasting upon the words of Christ and reaching out to others. Don't get me wrong, I still look forward to and enjoy a great movie or show. After all I'm me, just not blue anymore.
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